Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Stuck

There are so many things i want to do and a lot of things need to be done. I am pressured. The performance audit is seven days ahead and i have not browsed on my files yet.

During the long weekend, instead of working on my report, I just sat back watching tv and spending time outdoors bonding with my old friends and relatives. God please help me i am tensed. I am anxious and its getting on my nerves. I planned on saying a lot of prayers, hoping to be blessed with my supplications. Yet i found myself tinkering with my Galaxy. Yes! i now have a smartphone, a Samsung Galaxy. Its amazing. But my bills are amazingly soaring high too. It seems I am being stuck on a plateau. I am again becoming stagnant, curling in my stinky shell, missing out on life.

I dont want to fail again. I dont want to be stuck. It is selfish to hide when you can bring sunshine into other people's lives. I want to pass the audit and aim for excellence. My cellphone is not my life. I have a life to take care and manage. One person from catholic match said that becoming the best person you can be is one way of giving honor to God.

Ok I will do it. I am getting out of my box.

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