I am back in my old self again. I am selfish with my time. I am always late for work and my reports are all delayed. I am just so stubborn. How can i not focus? Is it so hard to do what is right? I am lazy even to pray. Am i even human?
Despite my sinfulness and my unfaithfulness to God, He never stopped making a way for me to return to Him. Last Saturday, i attended a gathering of catholic parishioners to campaign against the Reproductive Health Bill and attended a meeting of Family and Life Apostolate. I realized I finally became a member in a church organization. I never imagined myself to be part of the parish's activities. God really made an effort to bring me back to Him.
I admit, i faltered. I returned to my shell. I became lonely. I know it was never an excuse for my mistakes. I neglected my job, myself and my God.
Lord, forgive me. From now on, I give you my hand. Please lead the way.
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